Saturday, April 6, 2019

A Battle Plan For Tired Mamas


"Mama..." Shaken from sleep, I sit up and foggily wonder if I'm still dreaming. "MAMA!" Nope. Mostly awake, I wrap arms around myself to combat the inhospitable night air and shuffle to the room of my wee daughters, again. Despite there being only one toddler in our trio of girls, this is still our norm. From colic to extreme night terrors, hourly feedings to older hearts needing a good chat, there's always been one thing or another keeping a full night's sleep out of reach.

I do realize that sleep deprivation and overall tiredness is kind of a minor struggle in the grand scale of things. It's also big enough to discourage and send us on endless scavenger hunts for help and hope. I've been on plenty of these myself, but rarely come away with more than what Gloria Furman describes as "glow stick encouragement." [1] There's a moment of light or sanity, but it fades as quickly as the effects as my last cup of coffee.

Weaknesses are a bit like old but unhealed wounds, flaring up in fiery indignation with every threat to their fragility. A friend recently brought up the need for a plan to fight the inflammation when it hits. This is so good not just for its soundness in scripture, but also for its practicality. A battle plan does well to remind us that we're in a fight for our own souls, and while lack of sleep and overall low energy might not be the schemes of darkness, it sure can give foothold to it. I'm sure we're all familiar with Ephesians 6, but a quick refresher never hurts:

Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. Put on the full armor of God, so that you will be able to stand firm against the schemes of the devil. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly place. Therefore, take up the whole armor of God, so that you will be able to resist in the evil day, and having done everything, to stand firm." (Eph. 6:10-13)

So what might a battle plan for late nights, early mornings, or dragging afternoons look like?


1) Nodding to our weakness and reveling in God's strength

Paul long ago described us as clay pots with treasure inside. If that's the case, then I can't help but picture some of the gaping cracks we must have as well - weariness, anxiety, sickness, or otherwise. These weaknesses that only make us partially whole give greater glory to the treasure within, which is the power of God to make completely whole. [2] This doesn't make living with the cracks easier. Being filled up and re-formed is actually pretty hard and ugly, what with all that teaching heart and body to do the next thing faithfully and bending of the knee when we screw it up. But grace, that sweet gift of God's greatness in our smallness, will be enough. [3]

Paul encouraged the Corinthians of his day to not lose heart, but these words are meant for us too. "For though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light momentary affliction is producing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison."
(2 Cor 4:16-17)

So this is where the plan begins - nodding to our weakness and reveling in God's strength. God's own word will be the weapon we use to fight our battles with, and faith in his person and promises will prove our shield (Eph. 6:16). We need to be echoing with the Israelites of old that the battle is not ours, but Gods (2 Chron. 20:15). Then rejoicing in the victory of Jesus who, in the words of a sweet old hymn, sought, bought, and plunged us beneath the cleansing flow of his redeeming blood.


2) Praying the character of God

This year I've been spending a lot of time in the Psalms. Something I've noticed this time around has been how often the psalmist cries out to God with the character of God.

"Answer me when I call, oh God of my Righteousness." (Psalm 4:1)

"For you are not a God who delights in wickedness, evil may not dwell with you.... But I, through the abundance of your steadfast love, will enter your house." (Psalm 5:4,7)

"And those who know your name put their trust in you, for you, oh Lord, have not forsaken those who seek you." (Psalm 9:10)

Right after being reminded of what we're given to both to fight and defend, Paul says, "Pray at all times in the Spirit with every prayer and request, and stay alert with all perseverance and intercession for the saints." (Eph 6:18). It seems that prayer is the action we ought to be taking after picking up our weapons of warfare. Practicing the kind of prayers that helps us keep the word of God in hand and our eyes fixed on him, will be the deepest comfort and source of strength to pull us through.


3) Physically accepting that we're not alone in this

This is practical, but being willing to reach for help or accept it when offered is advice I've been given over and over by mentors further along in life. It is hard though, isn't it? It takes us right back to that first point of acknowledging our weakness. When we try to be all the things all the time, that's our pride auto piloting us. And as a well known proverb warns, pride is what comes right before destruction. [4]

What I'm getting at is that we weren't made to do this alone. God himself is a holy fellowship of three persons, we were made to live with him, and in God's eyes it wasn't good that we be alone in that. Shall I say it again? We weren't made to do this alone. Maybe this is just me, but accepting truth like this can sometimes look very physical. Something like saying yes to help with loading groceries in my car or the offer of kind neighbors offer to watch the kids. Let me tell you, pregnancy, post partum, disease, and even just a run of the flu are all ripe for this.


Friends, we're not promised an easy go of life. Instead we're told that its a grueling race, a wrestling match, a battle of cosmic forces. So yes, it's true that what we're facing may not pass and what we're wanting might not come in this life. But, as Julian of Norwich found when she begged God for an answer to all the troubles and trials in the world, we too will find that in Christ "all shall be well, and all shall be well, and all manner of things shall be well." [5]



[1] Treasuring Christ When Your Hands are Full, Gloria Furman
[2] 2 Cornthians 4:7
[3] God's grace allows for power, his power, to be perfected 2 Corinthians 12:9-10
[4] Proverbs 16:18
[5] Revelations of Diving Love, Julian of Norwich